Sunday, June 30, 2013



Meet,"Scarz"


.....mountain man

This is a Past Life Aspect depicting me as a mountain man who lived out in the wilderness...I started out making an Indian sculpture, but for some reason, it wasn't working out....the ear kept falling off....

...before I went to sleep that night, I asked to see my new sculpture in more detail....

I awoke from a nightmare yelling "Scarz" and felt that I was being attacked by a wild animal.....
...it ripped my ear off....
....I had many scars from living outdoors in the wilderness....
...it was a lifestyle that I learned to accept....

....went back to sleep and the face you see above came to me very clearly...

...he was telling me that I was sculpting the wrong figure .....
...he told me that he(Scarz) had a missing ear....
....he kept coming right up to my face, so I could study his features,
and I noticed that he didn't smile.....he showed me the missing ear....

I also learned about living alone in that particular lifetime.....

It was a very frightening 
existance....

Through the process of sculpting this piece, I learned that I could program my mind to show me in a movie type setting, what I was going to work on next....

I've learned that the mind/brain works just like a computer.....
.....we program it by what we think and it responds accordingly.....
.....you can even ask to zoom into the movie and see more clearly.....
...our brains are like filing systems.....
...everything we want to know is there.....any question we have, can be answered,
 if we believe it is so....

Since I lived the life of a hermit, I began to understand the power of my mind in that lifetime.....

....in the silence, I began to know what was going to happen next.....
....I was able to communicate with the animals ....
....I learned a lot about my "self".... 
.....I learned how to be in touch with the spirit world....
...the Indians were my teachers...




Tuesday, June 25, 2013

Past Life of "Arthur" the Teacher...



Meet Arthur......he emerged from my consciousness  in one afternoon at the Armory (art studio)....
He is an aspect of me who was a "teacher"....he always professed that:

 "the emotional beauty in art, comes from it's imperfections"...

....there is no mistakes....he/I learned to be vulnerable......don't be afraid to express who you really are....I have and still "am" learning this from Arthur....I continue to learn to be my authentic self...I say and do what I want to do....I stop defining my self by what "other people" think and say about me...I no longer am afraid to express myself and my experiences...I own them....



Arthur taught me to believe in myself and to know that 
"I create my Reality..... "


Monday, June 24, 2013




First Sculpture



My very first Sculpture...
Meet Gretta, with her baby Gretchen.....


A Past Life as Gretchen....




Sculpture entered my life 5 months ago...I'm now a permanent fixture over at the 
Armory in 
Palm Beach, Florida..








....Gretta was my first attempt....
At first, I was a bit intimidated with the clay medium, but very quickly fell in love....I know I have done this before !!!

.....Gretta is holding her child who died in childbirth....
I didn't realize this at first, but I kept noticing I could not sculpt the baby to look like a baby....I later learned through my subconscious memories/dreams that the baby was born dead...
There was no baby....


I also remembered that Gretta (was me in a past life time)......
She was devastated by this experience and learned that she could not have any more children....
She lived the rest of her short life a very sad, depressed person...
.....unfortunately, she could not find the "Joy"
in her life .....

....the lesson wasn't learned....