Sunday, August 25, 2013

Karl....Past life aspect and guide....



KARL.....
School Master.....(Guide/Past Life Aspect)
(work in progress)





Karl is probably one of the closest energies to my heart...
He has subliminally guided me throughout many difficult experiences 
throughout this lifetime...

He was and still is a very powerful force who demands respect, but at the same time, he is very loving and forgiving.....He has a very strong voice ....It was a lifetime in which I was able to use my voice effectively and clearly.....I learned much from him....I learned how to stand up for myself and be heard....
Thank you Karl !!!




Friday, August 9, 2013

Shaman.....past life aspect..





Shaman.....Aboriginal Woman






Teaching her daughter how to read the "leaves"....
the aboriginies were very in touch with their
Spirit Nature....

work in progress....

...grandchildren....works in progress



FINISHED WORK OF MILO "BALLERINA".....




Milo ...


Ballerina






Max..



Orange Boots.....


On My Own.....Beth



IT'S ALL IN THE JOURNEY....
ON MY OWN....






On My Own...

work in progress




watercolor of "On My Own"....NFS









my daughter, "Beth"...



...It's All in the Journey....

Tuesday, August 6, 2013

Higher Self......









He's a listener, a guide, a comfortable place to go when I need advice....

 watercolor sketch....(saw him in a dream state)


I painted him again in oil......

                          


.....now in 3rd dimension...Clay....


....he is a healer...





.....healing hands.....



He is emerging from the base of an Oak Tree....









His Guidance has helped me through many difficult times in this lifetime....



Thank you Sensei !!!


Out of Her Shell.....(shedding her past life aspects/letting go)

OUT OF HER SHELL.....
Finished.....

    


Out of Her Shell......
(fired and glazed)  (ready to be painted)..


My Totem is the turtle....I feel it is no accident that I live here on Singer Island.  This is the home of the sea turtle.  Every year we are inundated with nesting turtles and it's wonderful.

I had so much fun creating this piece.  It engulfs many aspects of who I was in previous lifetimes.  The faces and the symbols are exemplary of the many experiences I have had throughout hundreds of years.  


(ready to be fired)



I'm now at a point in my growth when I can "Let Go" of old past hurts and memories that are no longer serving me...
This lifetime, I am realizing what I have learned through these many experiences.
Life is a wonderful journey and the great part about it is, 
it never ends....



Below is a watercolor I painted many years ago....
It's called "Out of Her Shell".....


Sunday, July 28, 2013

HERE IS "MOLLY"............past life aspect who lived on the streets of Ireland....




....Molly....




Happy go lucky "Molly"  !!!!

.....so interesting that the lesson of joy came through in Molly's lifetime....

......she/I lived a very humble existence and loved every minute of it in the "Present Moment"....


...she wore an old man's jacket and shoes (one shoe was smaller than the other)....she wore a basket for a hat on her head...
...as long as she had her flute and was dancing, she was happy...
...to Molly, a trash can was filled with many treasures for her to explore and bring back to life.....

I depicted her carrying the world on her hand....even though it appeared she had nothing, according to her she had it all...
....to her, all was in balance...

I learned simplicity in that lifetime....



.....Here's Molly coming to life....




In that lifetime, I learned how to appreciate what I had and never felt sorry for myself.....

She is not completely finished yet...I will post the final when she is done.....


Meet SARAH ..........another past life aspect, who taught me so much....




SARAH......




Past Life Aspect of Me.....




Sarah taught me so much......

She lived her life blind....she learned to be ultra sensitive to nature and her environment....
.....her energy comes to me at times when I wish to calm down....
....her soothing voice resonates throughout my being....
....she was very patient, tolerant and once again connected to the spirit energy
that surrounded her......she knew about the impermanence in life....
....her visions were clear and she could see much more than the person with eyesight.....
......the challenge of that lifetime was of being alone and fearful .....

*        *          *       *

Below is a painting I did 15 years ago....
I had a dream about Sarah and saw her riding a bike....of course, she was blind and this was in her wishful imagination....so it was a dream of a dream.....

I called this painting "Sarah on a Journey".....:





 I thank Sarah for her continued guidance....


...Meet YANI ......the SEER.....Aboriginal girl


YANI





YANI was an Aboriginal  girl.....

....she was a "Seer"...she had a gift..she could read the future.....



.....very introspective, loving soul....
....her knowledge of the afterlife was quite valuable to herself and the other people in her tribe....

...focus, intention and allowance were attributes acquired at this juncture....

....through the experience of being Yani (means peace) in that lifetime, I acquired the knowledge I have today to guide and understand who I am and why I am here on the earth now.....

....it never ceases to amaze me to realize just how powerful I am and 
in this journey of learning that "I am the creator of my experience".....
...I am learning  that I have a "choice" 

I choose to bring "Joy into my life"

Sculpture titled "ENOUGH" ...............


ENOUGH..... watercolor (abstract)



ENOUGH.....clay sculpture (abstract)
    

In this particular lifetime, I was Carrie...

...an image of courage, strength, commitment, vulnerability and exasperation......
...she has had ENOUGH.....
...she carries an unborn child, plus six other children and her mother on her tired shoulders....
....her mother, Bess, is basically a part of her physical body, and the loss of her arm depicts her feeling of being "broken"......

The vision of this came to me on a plane to Philadelphia....

I wrote the following poem when I painted the watercolor back in 2009:

ENOUGH...






Sunday, June 30, 2013



Meet,"Scarz"


.....mountain man

This is a Past Life Aspect depicting me as a mountain man who lived out in the wilderness...I started out making an Indian sculpture, but for some reason, it wasn't working out....the ear kept falling off....

...before I went to sleep that night, I asked to see my new sculpture in more detail....

I awoke from a nightmare yelling "Scarz" and felt that I was being attacked by a wild animal.....
...it ripped my ear off....
....I had many scars from living outdoors in the wilderness....
...it was a lifestyle that I learned to accept....

....went back to sleep and the face you see above came to me very clearly...

...he was telling me that I was sculpting the wrong figure .....
...he told me that he(Scarz) had a missing ear....
....he kept coming right up to my face, so I could study his features,
and I noticed that he didn't smile.....he showed me the missing ear....

I also learned about living alone in that particular lifetime.....

It was a very frightening 
existance....

Through the process of sculpting this piece, I learned that I could program my mind to show me in a movie type setting, what I was going to work on next....

I've learned that the mind/brain works just like a computer.....
.....we program it by what we think and it responds accordingly.....
.....you can even ask to zoom into the movie and see more clearly.....
...our brains are like filing systems.....
...everything we want to know is there.....any question we have, can be answered,
 if we believe it is so....

Since I lived the life of a hermit, I began to understand the power of my mind in that lifetime.....

....in the silence, I began to know what was going to happen next.....
....I was able to communicate with the animals ....
....I learned a lot about my "self".... 
.....I learned how to be in touch with the spirit world....
...the Indians were my teachers...